Love Story (Not Taylor Swift)

 Where do i begin
To tell a story
Of how great a love can be
The sweet love story
That is older than the sea
The simple truth about the love she brings to me
Where do i start

With the first hello
She gave the meaning
To this empty world of mine
There would never be
Another love another time
She came into my life
And made a living fine
She fills my heart

She fills my heart
With very special things
With angel songs
With wild imaginings
She fills my soul
With so much love
That anywhere i go
I'm never lonely
With her around who could be lonely
I reach for her hand
Its always there

How long does it last
Can love be measured by the hours in a day
I have no answers no
But this much i can say
I know i'll need her till this love song burn away
And she'll b there... 

 yeaa its kinda old song. more like Very old song. But its a nice song. a Very nice song nonetheless. Furthermore the music video is a live recording. And Andy Williams sounds SOOO Perfect luhh live. Not like singers these days. Their recording have all been edited to be so nice. But when they sing live, THEY SUCKK! Plus Andy Williams have a rare gift of describing love. He is sometimes being referred to as the ambassador of love on earth. hahaha!
 A very meaningful song uhh. Used to be someone's favorite song. Still is i think? lolx! But the song really tells about how people used to feel being in love. I know, bcoz i experienced love once. Thinking back...... I do miss the joyous moments in it. The complete trust we share, not a single moment of awkwardness, being crazy just the both together, laughing together at our own inside jokes. A lot. However, I cherish the best moment in the relationship whereby we were one day at the beach. We didn't plan of going out that day but exams ended early I guess. We were there for a while when the rain came and we were stuck under a palm tree with one small umbrella. Although we were quite drenched, I like to believe that after that moment, we became a better us. More comfortable with each other and a lot more. But haizz.. Nothing last forever I guess ehh? Lets just remember it as it was rather then fixing it and still see the cracks and broken pieces.



Okaaay! Back to reality! My stitches is finally gone. And i think my scar is gonna look real good. lolz! However, the polyclinic gave me the appointment at such a bad time bcoz it clashes with my school timing. So i thought i can get an MC after removing my stitch. But Noooo! If I want an MC, I must see a doctor which also means pay for consultation fees, which also means wait for 2 hours. So, WTF... I go off without an MC and hope that the tax invoice can be a good enough explanation for my leave of absence. 

Make way for Third position~! hahaha!

 ask a racer, any real racer, it don't matter if you win by an inch or a mile. Winning is winning~!

 Yupp! Poly50 was today! hahaha! Our result was beyond expectation luhh! hahaha! okok, lets start from the top. lolx! Firstly and basically, poly50 is a relay race of 50 rounds around a part of the school. 1 round is about 600m and every round got 3 station to change people. Got around 50 teams participating this year? hahaha! okay here's what happen

still in high spirits before the race! hahaha

the juniors who running!

 kinda awesome thing to do uhh since few of us is doing it for the first time~ couldn't hold the adrenaline back uhh. Plus i was in my AWESOME Saucony racing shoes!! hahaha!

warming up~!

 and the race started! The atmosphere was SO TENSE luhh with your very own opponent being beside you, seeing people running their hearts out.. Had keep the heat going, rounds after rounds.

i was so fast, traffic police had to book me for breaking the speed limit. hahaha

i remembered this photo very well! i JUST reach this station and then the camera was facing me.. had to smile. lolxx

 So we ended the race with emotions running high, not knowing our places. We were quite sure we finished top10 coz we were the first few but unsure of our category places. In the end, the news broke out.... We came in third. lolx!

first few photos just after knowing our position!

spirits higher then before! hahaha

i was all smiles! lolx!

started to get crazier? lolx

 We celebrated like mad lorhh! lolx! I think we were the nosiest out there! hahaha! We waited patiently for the prize ceremony to get our hard work reward. lolx! Congrats to the SPA Alumni too for getting 3rd in their category! hott streak sia? both teams get 3rd. lolx

Alumni..!

SPA Team 1..! 3rd place! hahaha

O.o  group getting bigger? haha! team1 + alumni

even bigger? Team 1 + 2 + Alumni

okay fine. biggest. the whole SPA family! LOLX!

  HAHAHAH! okay thats for this year Poly50. Hope to be there next year with bigger dreams. hahaha! SPA FTW!!

whether is a struggle for the first win or another generation in the continuity. the feeling is similar. Its just awesome!

What i've been wasting my time on.........

 Heyyyy Heyyy heyyyy~ currently the song, Hey, Soul sister is stuck in my head. Dunno why also. lolx! Alright let me start these days....

 Last Friday.. Dude, my GEMS kinda cock! hahaha! First the lecturer was some china professor who i can't make out most of his words. hahaha! Then my classmates all like quiet nerds and some uncool people. Hahahaha! Hope to learn something good.
 Okay these days I've been wasting most of my time watching a TV series called Fringe! Its a science fiction series which uses unorthodox science to solve unexplainable occurrences which is related to mysteries surrounding a parallel universe. Hahaha! Still at season one!

i love these kinda of pictures. Looks so cool. hahaha

Good show for me luhh. But if you know me well, you should know that i'm a huge fan of tv drama series..! So i've watched alott of drama. hahaha! My top few favorite drama is hospital drama! lolx! Ofcourse the show Grey's Anatomy is one my list. Its not a bad show. The story line is good. But its all too much drama. I'm fine watching it luhh. Plus got alot of bloody part. lolx!

 However the best Hospital drama is the awesome show Scrubs! Hahaha! It have a mixture of good drama, very good humor and the show is very meaningful. At times, some episodes teaches a lot about life. Things that will make you go like "Wow!" you know. Yeapp, even though its a comedy, its very meaningful. hahaha! Should go watch it. However, the production have ended with 9 seasons only. hahaha! Trust me, there's not a single episode in the 9 season that i cannot remembered what happen. hahaha! watched it soo many times! lolx!

 Yupp, one of the best dramas. However, there's always one number 1. And the others are all "one-nabee" (wanna-be). hahaha! So for me, the best tv series of all time definitely gotta go to the AWESOME show, Psych! hahaha!

 Its about this cool and hilarious guy who convince everyone so well that he is a psychic until the local police department always call him to solve cases. In actual fact, he is only being very hyper observant about the surroundings which made him a good investigator.  Its one of the funniest drama i've ever watch luhh. Never fails to make my day better. hahaha! Should go watch it =) Waiting for the upcoming episodes!! lolx!


  School have been well these days. Seems like more slack then previous semester? hahaha! awesome uhh. Okay kinda got an application in my iPhone to put in my timetable. So take a lookie at my cool timetable! hahaha!

 yupp yupp! still, wed and fri kinda suck with 8am classes. But who cares..... i got 12pm and 2pm classes. hahaha!
 Can't wait for poly50 happening this wednesday! hahaha! Hope to do well in it. SPA all the way!! hahaha!

 the mind chooses what it wants to see

Green Apples Keeps you Awake!

 Yupp! Seriously, believe me. Bcoz yesterday night I eat green apples, i can't sleep. lolx! Took a bite of the apple and danced like Micheal Jackson coz its all sour! Hahaha!

 In turn it ends up made me woke up late for a 8am class. Woke up at 7am =.= So i went like  "wth, shall take my own sweet time and cab to school". lolx! a $22 cab fare.. haizz

 Currently at Foodcourt5 during lunch hours now. Waiting for my General Elective Module class which starts at 1pm. Seeing alot of hot girls around now. I guess they are checking me out too bcoz of my cool plaster on my forehead? hahaha! Insurance claim problem about my 3 stitches is a chore. Must go through so much procedure. Urggh! Heck care luhh, just gonna use my own money and pay off the president. lolx!

  I hope the GEMS class is gonna be good. Hope to meet new people from different course and all. Learn new craps and all. Plus needa go polyclinic later in the day to clean off my wound? lolx. Hope can reach there in time so that the polyclinic won't be close. They close so early these days

Head Wound Suck!

 Im sure anyone who ever had it would agree with me when I say, Head Wound SUCK! hahaha! Yeaa I got a terrible head wound. Kinda long story. Won't wanna indulge in such a heroic act. hahahaha! Blood was everywhere luhh! Quite awesome but uncool sight of bloodshot red blood all over your face and body lahh. But it was a deep indentation on my forehead. Local polyclinic and normal clinic said its too deep and horrible that they can't stitch it up themselves and had to go to the hospital. At Alexandra hospital, they say they didn't have a specialist plastic surgeon to do the stitching and so I requested for a normal doctor to do it so I can get over it As soon as possible. 

 Stitching was horrible luhh. They said they would inject me in the head twice to numb the area. But when they were stitching, I could feel the fucked up pain. Numb my head my ass! lolx! But the doctor was cool and friendly. However, the news that I couldn't go swimming worsens my day. Couldn't go swimming for 2 weeks. Bummer! Then when the stitch is all over I thought that was it. But NO! The nurse came in and put on a full bandage all over my head! That was like totally unnecessary can?!! Luckily my next of kin which was my SPA president accompanied me all the way, coincidentally brought a cap along! hahaha! Borrowed me his cap. lolx! 

Hidden underneath the cap lies my bandage.

dont laugh. It looks like a pineapple, i geddit.

  Alright. The bandage is out already. And the stitch looks.............unawesome? Shall not show the stitch uhh. Quite disgusting'ly bloody with the thread all over my head. Shall thank alot to my SPA President for being there from the start and all the way to the end. Plus the cap. And many other stuffs. lolx! Cool guy he is. hahaha! Also wanna thank my SPA peeps for being so caring even though I was quite annoyingly denying that I don't need much help and I'm fine. Hahahah!

whatt am I doing here~

 At SP Colours library currently. Dude, seriously boring. After had lunch with my friends, they all had their Elective module classes except for me~ Mine is on friday. Kinda dumb. Now I'm here from 1pm all the way to 4pm doing god knows whatt. Battery running out soon and my laptop's gonna be useless. Haizz. Anyway, got a hot girl sitting about 5 tables away from me! hahaha! Seriously hott ahh, but as always, EYE CANDY only! lolx!

  Can't wait for training later at 4pm. Doing the actual Poly50 with everyone that is supposed to be on the team. Hahaha! And also can't wait for waterpolo tonight! Sam being the most senior player is back! That means better game with more fun tonight! hahaha! Hope to be there early that is if SPA training ends early! hahaha!

 Listening to the song Stop and Stare by One Republic. Kinda nice song! =) but youtube loading is SLOOWW in spwireless. Haizzz.. whatt to do. Battery running away very fast also. FML luhh... i'll sleep HERE!

until next time! see ya!

dreams are the foundation of reality

SNAFU..?

 Everyone's life isn't right at some time. Or maybe it was never right! However, when things goes really wrong, you don't just stop short someone and make them listen to all your crap just because you have a fucked up day today! No one's life is perfect! And when its imperfect, thats when you know the meaning of having a perfect life!
  Seriously, you think I wanna hear to how you complain about your frickking life? Have you even thought that I myself may have an UNawesome day too? Really, if you have a problem, solve it! don't just stand there staring at the problem! It may be fine bcoz you're a girl and you wanna pour out your feelings and wan someone to hear all your problems. But im not your frickking boyfriend..! Neither I am one of your fucked up "BFF"! We have been dancing around the same dance everytime! You do stuffs that give every other guys the wrong signals AND then you push them away bcoz you're just too afraid of commitments! Seriously, I'm sick of you and your crap everytime! However, you and everyone else knows damn well that I'll never say NO to anyone of my friends, that which includes you! But fuck you! Don't take that for frickking granted and force me into hearing your fucked up bullshit!

 I'm sure everyone have heard it a trillion times; Life ain't perfect. So get used to it bcoz your life is all wrong! And when its all wrong, that is when you're having a Perfect life! So just understand when I say "SNAFU" which fucking means Situation Normal, ALL FUCKED UP! That's life! Understand it, Live it!

Before you criticize someone, walk a mile in his shoes. That way, if he gets angry, he'll be a mile away-barefoot.

SCHOOL REOPEN!

 Yeapp! School is finally back. Finally i'm having class. Get what I mean? If no school mean you got no class~! hahaha! funny joke right? i guess. lolx! First day of school is good. Catch up with my fellow classmates and more. Ohh yea, this semester, my timetable R-O-C-K-ZzzZZzzZz!!! Hahahaha! Monday starts at 12noon? And tuesday starts at 2pm?!! hahahaha!

 Running have always been a joyous hobby for me. But these days, my training have been taking a huge toll on me. Yes, although the race which is about 220+ more days ( countdown to the moment of my life), i'm training for it now. Sounds crazy and all luhh, but 42km is not an easy thing, plus got people who can't do it and some even felt like tortured doing it. But I wanna do well in it. And I mean really well. But these days my training is quite bearable, however my rest is being cut short due to the Poly50 run that the SPA team is training for this coming 27th Oct..!

 The Poly50 run is a really new thing for me uhh. It really takes stamina and speed to do well in it uhh. So its kinda not my forte bcoz of the speed part which requires runners to really sprint and I can't sprint really well. However, i'll try to do my best and won't let the team down. They are a really good bunch of people. They really emphasize the meaning of teamwork and team spirit which I rarely see in everyday life. Seems like I really didn't regret joining SPA in the end. Not that I expect that i'll regret, but i've always been discourage by people so that I'll join something that is at my own field (which is track or waterpolo) rather then trying out something new. Plus, adventur"ing being a non-competitive sport is usually seen as a non worth it thing to do, but I find it to be something good. Being in competitive field too long tends to make you to a more selfish and over-competitive kinda person which definitely what I don't wanna be~ So, adventure to the end it is! =3 

will be back for more post. Exhausted now!

P.S  cool slideshow of my pics ehhh? =P

People don't usually know what they want until they see it.

Journey

a rough road leads to the stars.

Cool, Awesome, Blehhhh...

 Heyy! I'm back from sea expedition, Pulau Hantu! it was awesome uhh. They journey there was coolios coz its filled with waves, wind, hot sun, sea water all over, non-stop paddling and alott more uhh! Not gonna say much and like always, pichas'..!!

recognize me? I'm the one who LOOKS COOL.. lolx! The other guy is my partner for the journey there!

ohh, if you're wondering, the orangy thingy, its a life vest..! lolx!

the non-stop journey there. background is jurong island..!

cant take much pictures uhh, coz didnt couldn't bring camera.. hhmmmm.. the journey there was about 3 hours with about 3 stops? passed by huge ships that some took forever to pass-by but some was fast~! The waves was really against us uhh, so its kinda crappily tiring..!!!

So when reach there already, was awesome. The island was beautiful can!! But then there was training that turns everything off. However! There was the POWER BOATING part which was super awesome uhh! fell in love with it at first ride! It was fast! very fast! plus being fast at open sea, you'll get really strong winds that will blow on your face, its awesome. Its the few rare feelings you get of feeling total freedom and free from barriers, obstacles and restrictions. Dunno how to explain properly uhh, but its like that~

me cooking, people coming to steal food. lolx

 Other then that, did alot of stuffs like cooking, hunting crabs, funny and crappy training, jetty jump and many more luhh. But the best thing I found out is the awesome sunset there whereby it literally sets at the horizon. Nothing blocks its view uhh. Seriously gotta bring my camera there luhh one day~! I think its the only place in singapore where you can get such a thing. Yupp yupp! So we slept in our pitch up tent at night. After 1 day and 1 night, it was time to go back main island.

me and my buddies. I'm the one with the cool cap! hehehe

lunch at sea? Yupp! i call it Se'lunch! ate 3 apples on the way back.

 The way back was better then the journey there bcoz the waves was with us! hahaha! But making the kayak going straight was a horrendous chore! tiring sia! But we made it home in around 2 hours? lolx! thanks to YuDuan and her waterproof camera that made this post possible!

  So back to my usual thing. Finally got the computer's 1 terabyte fixed back! Had to pay someone to fix it. Dunno where my bro dig out the computer geek uhh. So everything is back in order! Then had planned some plans for the comp to be a bit more fail-proof, which consists of buying a 2 terabyte hard disk? lolx!

 Learning first aid these days. The stuffs that i learnt was cool, some was awesome but some just makes me wanna puke~ tomorrow is the test. Hope to pass!

pictures from first aid course~ this is the cute YuDuan. haha!

getting sleepy in class~

finally fell asleep. The teacher was a bore. He sang us to sleep. Seriously

Have been thinking alot these days. I realise that I'm kinda different from last time. I used to be cheerful, more energetic and felt like I had a purpose in life everyday. But these days? These days, I tend to walk slowly with my face looking down on the floor and many more stuffs which I don't usually do. Its not like as if im tired, i was wayy more active back then with training like everyday? These days its hardly 4 times a week. I'm not sure luhh. Too many stuffs running through my head lately.... I think its bcoz these days have felt very empty and i'm just waiting something good to come along? Or maybe its just me with too many silent hopes and none of it comes thru? Or it could just be that I'm missing out on a good sweat like playing basketball or on a good adventure? or its all the reasons put together that made me like this. I dunno. But i feel, think and act differently these days. haizz.

in memories of those who made the ultimate sacrifice, so others could reach the stars. 

Missing people In my Life

  There are many people who I miss in my life currently. But one just outweighs the rest.

Well, his a guy, and he is wayy older then me. Yupp! He is none other then Mr David Ho. Stories about him goes wayy back when I was sec1 when I was just an amateur runner who had not much hope. But it was him that inspired me to be a long distance/marathon runner. Its because he is one bloody good one! I used to be the only junior who comes for training, so he ran with me alone alott of times. He showed me that breakking the impossible was possible. And he likes to quote "Beckham didn't become soo good in soccer overnight. He trains on it for YEARSS.." Soon he brought me and the track team to our first 10km which I did INCREDIBLE in it can?!! hahaha!

However everything changes when I entered sec3 when he became my English teacher. He found out about my horrible work ethics and laziness over school work. He knows he couldn't change that in me so he treats me like every other students with the punishing and all. But it was also that year when I ran into some crappy crisis. But he was there beside me all along and thats when things gets better. He would also give me and the "cool" runners special treatment by giving us a ride in his orange car everytime whether its to training, competition or even a ride home. Cool teacher ehh. And he'll always be there at our races without fail, being there and motivating us to win!

  But running thing aside, he was the one that sparked my interest in adventure..! He dragged me into a hiking trip up gunung Datukk! After that it was the start of never-ending adventures~ He was there to save me from problems that is quite crappy. He listens to my crapp alott and at times even help out in it. He taught me more then a teacher can ever teach. He was there witnessing my worst mistake in my running life in sec4 which wasted me from a well prepared race.(I can win top20 lorr!)

  So for the pass few years, he have been my role-model, my inspiration, my motivation, my teacher, my listener, my savior but most of all he's been my friend. And I miss him for that..

 However, just recently he left the teaching career and found a new cup of tea at the Economic Development Board of Singapore. And ever since then, I never heard from him anymore. Really wish to see him on 28th May 2011 if he's gonna be there. I really hope he will be there.

Life is not measured by the breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away

When things go Wrong~

 My worst nightmare came through! The 1 Terabyte hard disk drive on the computer crash!! If you all dunno what it actually means, the storage facility which holds about thousands of songs and tens of thousand of photos is currently inaccessible!! Can cry~! I dont wanna lose it all..! It took ages to collect all that and it becomes like priceless now! However, with my brother on the situation, its either an expensive thousand over dollars worth of repair OR a risky $15 cheap repair by my brother. But it seems like he wants to repair it anyway, so im just gonna go with it. Pray to god it turns out alright. Now my mind cant rest until this turns out ouhkae!


  Result of my first semester is coming out soon. Not sure how it will turn out uhh. I try not to think about it luhh~ When i know, then i'll know. For now lets not think about it. And yeaaa, thats the one thing I hate about Polytechnic education. Its like all your 3 years module results add up together to get your "GPA". That means you must study your ass of every semester if you wanna do good. Unlike O' Levels which you can screw your whole secondary school life and just study last moment to do well. That's what I did..! I hope I can get use to this new system and start studying for good. 


 Alott is happening nowadays luuhh. Lets just summarize this up! 
1. I did 1 very stupid thing which I know i'll regret when the day comes.
2. There is just some people there which I really don't like. Dont be surprise one day I start blowing you off.
3. Few days more to Sea Expedition! Cant wait cant wait!!
4. I'm really not prepare about some stuffs which will probably embarrass me when it comes. 
5. I tend to procrastinate about a very important thing that could change my life!
6. I tend to always be too young for things I really wanna do in life! 
7. I turn my back on stuffs that I dont like to see but in fact they are reality.
8. I'm lost~
9. I miss someone. Before you people get ideas, its a guy. And no, im not gay.
10. I wanna watch so many movies! But i'm lazy, all alone to go watch and its just uncool.


  Alright take a good look at number 6! Yes, there is many things i wanna do in life but my age always restricts me from doing it. Its nothing bad like watching R21 movies or go drinking. For example, running a marathon. I wanna do it so badly can! And for this case which i'm talking about, its the Mount Kinabalu International Climbathon..! Someone just informed me about this cool race! Its basically a run from bottom all the way up the summit of Kinabalu and back down. A total of 21km. But the low oxygen environment there makes it probably the toughest race on earth. Which means its a dream race for me! Something I definitely gotta do! But the age limit is 18 years old -.-  stupid age limit.  watch this!






okay before I go, May the late Mrs Lee Kwan Yew also known as Kwa Geok Choo rest in peace. Although we don't see it but your contribution towards the country is priceless. Taken away from the face of the earth on 2nd October 2010 5.40pm.



Its never about you doing it. Its about the way you do it that ticks me off.

Why?

 Alright, i'm kinda will be at home the whole day, so i thought of posting some crap~ lolx!
NOW, I'll show a part of me that loves adventure!
First, I'll tell you people why! Why what?
Why do I go places whereby not many people wanna go? Why risk my life doing stupid stuffs? Why go through all the hardships when you can do something better? And my favorite question from many people; Why do that?
Picture speaks a thousand words, so here goes.

Bcoz i'll get to see what not many people get to see~

Its all about the thrill in it~!

see life from other perspective. other people's eyes

Scaling to new heights is one thing but~

But the view at the top is awesome, and deep down you know............

you get to a place where not many people gets to

also get to catch the first light at a different place

catching the last light at a way cooler place!

get to capture some kinky photos~

Things just get cooler when it starts to get wet~

bcoz getting wet together also means getting crazy together~

see what I mean?

and also...... the bond you create with people in adventures is magnificent. One thing is because the people beside you knows what you went through bcoz they went through it together with you. And that creates a special bond that lasts~  cheers* to my adventure buddies(picture above) who conquered G. Tahan..! I hope you people bring me along up there one day =)

and so, you put all the reasons together and you'll understand when Miley Cyrus says; life is a climb, but the view is great. Furthermore, its not about being all reckless and having a death wish or what. Its the exact opposite. Bcoz you feel MOST ALIVE when you're at the brink of death. The thrill and all, pumps adrenaline in you which makes you feel alive. And adrenaline? Yeaa, that's god's greatest gift; Adrenaline! You can do miracles with that..! Trust me




You want the ultimate thrill, you gotta be willing to pay the ultimate price~!