Tiring Weekend..!

 crazy and tiring weekend. More like exhausting lorr! But sad thing, had to skip my Sunday "Ritual" and unable to see her. haizz. But yea, it was fine. Hope to see her soon! LvL 2 sports climbing on sat was fun. Can't wait for the Dairy Farm though..!

Sundown Marathon..!!

 I swear. A marathon isn't a joke. It is hours of debilitating pain, mentally challenged distance, non-responsive muscle and in the end, you'll get the deserving Fuck Yeaa! face when you cross the finishing line! Its an awesome feeling when you finish it. Really awesome! But my 4hr 50min timing couldn't sound better. I really didn't expect such a time uhhhs. Maybe he's right afterall. I'm not born for such things.

  The hours of stress on the knee and ankle turned to soreness right now. Feels very very suckkkky to have that feeling for the next few days. But at least I know what does 42km feels like..... Can't wait to start training for my next one! Then again, its not a death wish on myself to go through so much pain for a useless medal and a show off t-shirt. In running, i believe for every moment you keep telling yourself "just a little longer" you're a better person for it. Plus the best thing about all this? The best thing about ALL THE PAIN I bring to myself, Is because it FeeLs Soooo GooD when its done =D

 Urban Attack was kinda cooL! Hahahhaha! But couldn't pick a better time. Few hours after my marathon -,- My body seriously couldn't take it. Haizzz! But it was CooL! Had quite a good time with the SPA at the event.

 Yeaa, that's the exhausting weekend. Kinda fucked luhhhs. I want my rest. But.....what the hell, I can rest when i'm dead already =D Heehee!

I hope you had the time of your life

How Bad is my Luck?!!

 like seriously lorrr! Uncool siaaa. Just FEW days away from my marathon. My ankle have to make problems. This is really SHIIIIIIIT! My ankle REALLLLY SUCKSS...... BIG TIME!! How i hope it will get better for the weekend. I dont wanna run in ankle guard. Kinda sucks! =( Pray for my ankle!

sobs sobs. a crying soul..... LoL

A New Hope! =D

Rolled the dice. Likes what I got =D Long journey ahead. But its seems to be a nice one!

 whaaaaaat? Never seen a hypocrite before? heehee! yeaaaaa, im a hypocrite alright. Saying something back then and bullshitting on everything I said now. hahahaha! But who am I to judge, people change in respect of time. I may never know what I want like 5 years down to road more to come. But I think I know what I want for now! HeeHee! OMG, love drunk much. lolz!

  She's different from anyone I know luhhs. She ain't the usual kinda girl whom I meet everyday. She sure is quite conservative. And FUNNY! Her imagination is like really wild lorr! Damn funny! Plus, have a lot in common. But what the hell, I look like just like every other guy who have a HUGE crush on a girl right now. But I'm sure what we had the last time we met meant something. I hope. In addition, our meet with each other is usually very.....unprecedented. Don't think will meet her this week =/

  Someone help me snap put of it? LoL! or not. I like it. But who knows what the future holds. I don't wanna go down a bad road. But it looks like an awesome road to go down anyway. Aaaaaaahhhhh! please! somebody stop me! Heehee! Or NOT! hahahahaha!

no words for today! hahahaha! marathon + Urban Attack coming up this weekend!

i am CHiLLeD..!

 yea, i guess i'm fine already since the previous post. But still, I have yet to find my faith in humanity.

I just realize things about life these days. Social cases these days makes people HAVE TO BE in good terms with each other regardless of if you like them or not. Regardless if they are your first choices of friends or not. This is because, if people whom will see each other on a regular basis (eg. classmates) are not in good terms with another, it will cause........awkward moments? Not something that people wanna go through ehhs? So people these days can't really chose the friends they want. Instead they are stuck with people whom are........also stuck with them?

 Of course, you can't expect to have the best of both worlds. You can't usually chose friends that you wanna get stuck with. And this kinda suck. I'm used to the idea whereby i am in control of my own destiny ehhhs. But realising bullshits in my life lately............ Makes me think........ life is unfair for self-destructing people like me....

Emotional..? Yea, that's me

Its nothing wrong being emotional. I don't see it as a weakness. In fact, embracing it makes me feels.......stronger? Yea, many of times I become tooooo emotionally involved, regardless caring for someone too much or hating someone to the max. But whats wrong with caring for someone too much? What's wrong with going that extra mile for someone, anyone........just so that you wanna see them smile? What's wrong with believing in something deep down so much, that when things fall apart, all I can do is cry? And crying is not a gender disorder. Its a natural human reaction. And yeaaa, I do cry. For many reasons.

 And I hope its true. That things must fall apart, so to make way for something better!

oohhhh my. Fuck me

Love is always a gamble, but waiting won't change the dice. Either you roll them now or you lose your turn - Jasper Ang

You don't KNOW ME!

 I swear my fucking temper is fucking short these days. I seriously wanna scream at fucking everyone who I fucking feel slightest bit of uncomfortable for. I don't know what the fuck is going on lahh.

 I really have A fucking problem with trusting fucking people! I seriously fucking'ly don't have the best judge of character of people. Therefore I tend to trust the fucking wrong person and burn the bridges on the people whom are the right people for fucking me! What the fuck is going on aaaarrrhhhh!!

  I dunno where I gone wrong. But I know I can't wait forever and observe someone before trusting them. They won't wait forever. But whyy the FUCKKK do I always end up with the wrong people EVERYTIME! There's a reason why I didn't had facebook. I wanted my world to be in compartments. But WHYY the FUCK did I have A FUCKING Twitter?!! And Yeaaahh.... It have started to ruin my life recently..! Because of SOME Fucking PEOPLE WHO DUNNO FUCKING ME WELL ENOUGH! And NOW?!! I'm screwed..! I swear I'm Screwed..! I hate the people in my Life.. I fucking don't have any faith FOR ANYONE ELSE ANYMORE! I'm sorry, if you're really my friend, you would expect this from me sooner or later. If NOT THEN FUCK OFF! Because I'M DONE. I'm tired of everytime having to choose the wrong decision everytime, See things crumble before my eyes and Having to FIX EVERY FUCKING THING BY MY FUCKING SELF..!!

 I wanna be left alone. I don't wanna care about life for once, even for a moment. Please. I have enough of people and their shits. I just wanna be left alone.
I just wanna be left alone.
I just wanna be left alone.
I just wanna be left alone.
I just wanna be left alone.
I just wanna be left alone.
I just wanna be left alone.
I just wanna be left alone.
I just wanna be left alone.
I just wanna be left alone.

Do you understand me?