Holiday is HERE!

 Yay~! Finally finish with my 2 papers. Now holiday is here! weeeeeeeeeee!! Still, i don't think i did well for my engineering maths uhh. Dunno luhh, sad case. Still, lets catch up about stuffs these days.

WEDNESDAY LIKE ALWAYS
  Last wednesday was a blast. Since its still offseason time, TJC came to play with us again. But instead of playing against us, we mix our team with their team so to make things fair. And yeaaaaaa, i played WITH the coach instead of against him. Found out he is quite nice luhh. And i see him being quite lenient to my other players while playing against them. Not boasting or what luhh, but I think he did that to me last week because he thinks that i'm up for the challenge. Thinks that i'm good enough or what luhh because I seriously didn't see him being all crap to anyone else. Not to humiliate me or what. I think its just me thinking too much. Afterall, i'm quite an emotional person =D  I think i understand how he feels uhh about last week after talking to him. He is like trying hard to build a strong team. But he needs more. So I think he did all those for a reason. I mean, if i were him, I'd do the same thing =) no hard feelings i hope 

Next wednesday is gonna be a blast! Have some important meeting. Plus meeting with very important people and all luhh. It seems like an opportunity of something new next week. Bright future! hahaha! Hopefully......................

BUT HOWEVER!
  My wednesday waterpolo meet had to be on a horrible time! My cca Adventure Club having their AX (adventure extreme?) camp starting wednesday which totally clashes with the meeting. More then anything, I want to go for the camp with my friends. But...........the meet is really important. It will determines my future in waterpolo ehhhhhhhhh~!!!! I hope there is some way to settle it. haizzzzzz! How lehh? Dunno which one to chose! aiyooooooooooo! Everytime siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........................... things always clash. I dunno lahhhhhh, i seem to have some bad luck on stuffs I really want. FML lahhh.

im like a maths books. Full of problems. Hope to find "someone" to solve all my problems~

SO MUCH TIME..... But WTF?

 I dunno luhh but everyone keeps complaining that got so little time to do so many things like project, study, these and that. But Im here with so much time but not doing any of those. In fact im wasting my time doing SHITS! Hahaha! Mid-semester test is like this coming up week. So im gonna start studying...... soon enough. Hahaha!

  Well these days im wasting my time on still refereeing waterpolo matches which takes alomost all my weekend. Had to do it coz i owe the singapore waterpolo people BIG time. lolx! While refereeing saw my school team SP put together with SMU team playing as a team got 3rd position overall? And saw NUS womens team getting first with half their team players are all Chio Bu..... hahaha.

  Got nothing much happening these days. Everyday I wake up hoping that something great is gonna happen. But noo, not much things happen. Life is becoming very mundane and all. I wanna do something. Correction, I need to do something before I start going crazy. Haizz.

FUCKED UP GAME

 Nothing can get the thoughts out of my mind. That horrible day. That horrible game. I used to forget about bad stuffs very easily. But this is different. It seems that it'll be etched in my mind for quite long.

WHATT HAPPENED?
 It was waterpolo as usual on wednesday. However on the first day of December, that wednesday, Temasek JC waterpolo team came to have a game with us. I've always enjoyed playing with them. They are a good team and have good sportsmanship, even though we used to trash them everytime they came. Things went well on the first quarter. We were leading by 5 - 0. It's like a throw away game for us already. Until the point whereby the TJC coach started playing with their team on the 2nd quarter.
SHIT STARTED.
  TJC coach is a ex-national player. That means he's one of the best waterpolo players in Singapore. Being the best player, I didn't know he have the biggest shit in himself. My goal keeper is one of my best friend in the team. And one point during the game, he went down so fast to the other side of the court up to the point he was one-on-one with my goalie. We all thought that he was waiting for his TJC members to go down so that they would have a chance to score. THAT BLOODY FUCKER go made a fool out of my goalie and score a "action-PACKED" backshot! Seriously fucked up lahh.
I STARTED MY SHIT.
 I was like damn mad that I beg my coach so that i can play. Immediately when 3rd quarter began, I made a fool out of the whole TJC team and scored 1 goal when the whole team was chasing after me. okayy, I may have went over the line and scold some shit just after i goaled which I think no one heard. Few moments later I scored another one. That gave me closure and some piece of my mind.
FUCKED UP THINGS BEGUN!
 I'm quite sure I tick off the coach. I can feel his eyes on me every moment. Soon he came back and played while I was in the pool too. Things started to go seriously fucked up. Just as the clock went off after he came in, he went straight infront of me with the ball and BANG in a HALF COURT GOAL IN FRONT OF MY FACE! IN FRONT OF MY FACE?!! The whole time, while I was attacking, he kept marking me and went all crazily aggressive against me? And whenever he's attacking, he'd go infront of my face and score a goal. I mean like what the hell? You come back into the game just to humiliate me? I thought an eye fir an eye is good enough. Why must you do more shit? Afterall, YOU STARTED IT!
It ends off with he scoring another 5 with all that 5 occurred infront of my face and I was simply helpless. He literally made a fool out of me luhh.Walked home with tears in my eyes and a most probably fractured knuckle.






WATERPOLO THESE DAYS
 well, I think the more you hate someone, the more you're bound to see them more. I was hired to be an official referee on a waterpolo competition these days. And seeing the coach alot of time makes me piss only. But I had to show a smile everytime he smiles at me. Haizz! Refereed alot of games. Including the shit TJC team. But had to be fair with them luhh. Hahaha! If it was up to me, I would screw TJC upside down already. lolx!

RACHEL!
 Being at the competition, I saw a long lost friend! Hahaha! Rachel and me used to be good friends with the very same goal! We promised that one day to finally be at National Team. However, she being even younger then me made it to National Womens Team before I do. Quite an embarrassment luhh. But yeaa. Happy to see her! Missed her alot! Ohh yea, she's the youngest girl in the national team making a brilliant record. Hahaha! Sadly didn't get a chance to take a picture with her or whatt... hahaha

You tell me I couldnt do something, im gonna show you that I can. Or im gonna die trying

Life knows Nothing but Balance

 Heyy..... These days have been quite awesome for me. lolx! But, life knows nothing but balance, so that is quite a number of bad stuffs? lolx! But i'm trying to stay positive. Don't wanna ruin my mood for the VIP of these days. Long post. Only chose the topic you wanna read~ lolx

HEY THERE. LONG TIME NO SEE
yeaa, 2 of my old classmates from secondary school are back in singapore! hahaha! Actually those 2 were a couple when we were in sec school last year. So after O levels, they went to University of New South Wales @ Sydney together to further their study. Awesome story ehh? But Nooo... Should talk about that later. Picked them up @ the airport on saturday.

from Left: Joe, Alleyene, Jessica, FAUZI, Lin Han

Missed them alott luhh! Accompanied the Guy named Joe back to his hostel. hahaha! He is damn funny luhh. Missed his jokes to the core. His first 2 hours in Singapore and he was crazy like hell with his hilarious jokes and all. After he put his stuffs down at the hostel, Lin Han, Joe and Me went to our usual place; Plaza sing to eat our favorite food place and play pool. lolx! Missed those old days. @ there also where I hear the full story about the couple, Joe and Jessica. They have broken up but still keeps a good relation. But here's what happen

WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU JESSICA
You used to be one of the best friends to hang out with. But I still have to say all these uhh. You used to wear the longest skirt in school uniform. You are usually respected being one of the most innocent and feminine girls in class. Maybe its bcoz of the good nature of our old class, but I seriously didn't know that you were so EASILY INFLUENCED..! You used to be different. You were SOO caring, feminine, conservative, "not-wild", sensitive and thoughtful. And most importantly, she seems so innocent. Now you are the direct opposite of everything! haizz. I mean seriously, Joe loved you for all those reasons. Not for what you are now! Even after the break up, you should feel lucky that Joe haven't given up hope on you~

Haizz. Don't wanna talk about this anymore luhh. Spoil my mood only. Not that I'm involved or what, its just that its a very sad case that this happen when they were like the most awesome'est couple in the school. Plus when they left together for Sydney, everyone thought that it was Happily ever After for them both.

SUNDAY was BALANCED?
It started out with a good mood. Felt good meeting my old group of runners for the Swissotel Vertical Marathon. And dear God, My juniors have grown tall. lolx! However the run wasn't very good. Knew quite well that I didn't do very well compared to the previous Vertical Marathon. Was very disappointed not to see my name in the top10 listings. Still, I'm not gonna give excuse for my horrible performance or what. Its my fault. I have become a horrible runner.
Found out I placed at a horrible 22nd place for the run. Haizz.

After a horrible morning, luckily I had an awesome afternoon! Had a class reunion lunch *somewhere*. hahaha! Felt kinda nostalgic with many of my old classmates and teachers. Sat at the restaurant for like 3 hours talking? lolx! Had fun~!

WHAT KIND OF PERSON AM I TO YOU? (not directed to you)
Seriously dude..... all this while I thought I meant something to where you are now. You stood there beside me and I stood beside yours all these years. And to think that you just left without saying a word and all these things happening to you and couldnt even let me be there? Call me selfish for wanting your attention. But call yourself a fucked up selfish friend for having everyone else except me on one of your most important day of your life. I dunno how much i meant to you. But you definitely mean alot to me. And I bet you know that because you have changed my life so much! And I thought that in one way or another I too have an impact on your life. But seriously................ haizz.
Call me sensitive over such an issue, yes I admit it. I am quite sensitive for a guy. And friends means alot to me even though I don't express feelings. But that doesnt mean I don't have fucking feelings. Screw you dumbass

Life is like a game. And you only got 1 live