Waiting......

waiting waiting waiting...

 Did you know..? We spent almost 3 quarters of our lives Waiting......
 Sounds sad ehhhs? But yeaaa. We humans are designed to wait. And the reasons to whyy we wait..? There's a lot. Countless in fact. But I think the best reason to whyy we wait, is because we are waiting for the perfect moment. Nothing beats a perfect moment.

  However, you'll never know what comes at the other last quarter after waiting so long. If its good, yeaa, the wait was worth it you'd say. But if it ends up as a mistake? Hahahahaha! I'd like to say that I was waiting for a lesson to be learn. Heehee!

 (Back to self) But how the fuck to know if it will end up GOOD or as a mistake in the end? I don't mind waiting..! But.....yea its quite long. And I don't wanna waste my time WAITING...! AGAIN! And end up being all wrong..... Ahhhhhh fuckkkk! Things are never easy these days. I hope to make the right decision this time around.

Do not pray for an easier life. Pray instead to be stronger men.

PS:

Things Are Changing Fast These Days

 Yupp! Really fast. And it seems like everyone is moving on ahead. And i'm not. Scared? I dunnno. But yeaaa, change. I dunnno where I stand if things were to change.....

Biochemistry...

Used to sound like a cool subject to learn. It still is a CooL subject to learn. But its freakking difficult..! And tiring..! Just finished my first 2 page report. Continuing in the rest. Dunno whyy im posting this up anyways!

ohh yea, the empty space is for me to draw a nice graph. heehee! I wrote all of it myself lorr. No pagerism. Thats whyy took me so long. Had to visit the dictionary.com and thesaurus.com A HeLL LOADS of TIME..!!! Yeaa, coz my english kinda suckk..!! Ciao!

I can't wait for Sunday..!!

Tiring Weekend..!

 crazy and tiring weekend. More like exhausting lorr! But sad thing, had to skip my Sunday "Ritual" and unable to see her. haizz. But yea, it was fine. Hope to see her soon! LvL 2 sports climbing on sat was fun. Can't wait for the Dairy Farm though..!

Sundown Marathon..!!

 I swear. A marathon isn't a joke. It is hours of debilitating pain, mentally challenged distance, non-responsive muscle and in the end, you'll get the deserving Fuck Yeaa! face when you cross the finishing line! Its an awesome feeling when you finish it. Really awesome! But my 4hr 50min timing couldn't sound better. I really didn't expect such a time uhhhs. Maybe he's right afterall. I'm not born for such things.

  The hours of stress on the knee and ankle turned to soreness right now. Feels very very suckkkky to have that feeling for the next few days. But at least I know what does 42km feels like..... Can't wait to start training for my next one! Then again, its not a death wish on myself to go through so much pain for a useless medal and a show off t-shirt. In running, i believe for every moment you keep telling yourself "just a little longer" you're a better person for it. Plus the best thing about all this? The best thing about ALL THE PAIN I bring to myself, Is because it FeeLs Soooo GooD when its done =D

 Urban Attack was kinda cooL! Hahahhaha! But couldn't pick a better time. Few hours after my marathon -,- My body seriously couldn't take it. Haizzz! But it was CooL! Had quite a good time with the SPA at the event.

 Yeaa, that's the exhausting weekend. Kinda fucked luhhhs. I want my rest. But.....what the hell, I can rest when i'm dead already =D Heehee!

I hope you had the time of your life

How Bad is my Luck?!!

 like seriously lorrr! Uncool siaaa. Just FEW days away from my marathon. My ankle have to make problems. This is really SHIIIIIIIT! My ankle REALLLLY SUCKSS...... BIG TIME!! How i hope it will get better for the weekend. I dont wanna run in ankle guard. Kinda sucks! =( Pray for my ankle!

sobs sobs. a crying soul..... LoL